Thursday, May 5, 2011
Let tears take out all the agony that is hidden inside you, and let laughter ignite your contagious joy
On this day of your life, Flor, we believe God wants you to know … that it’s time you cleansed yourself with laughter and with tears. Let tears take out all the agony that is hidden inside you, and let laughter ignite your contagious joy.
This one of my favorite applications in one of the networking site I hang with, the message itself really slaps me, its been too long that hide all the loneliness inside i covered it with laughter. Maybe it’s the pride that brought me in this miserable life that I have now, these past months Ive been so many hardship in my life specially in so what called “LOVE”. Its not easy to pretend that you’re fine in front of everybody when know deep inside you were totally hurt, it’s not easy to let go of someone who’s been a part of you, and dream of to be with him as you grow old but things change everything becomes so blurry, I felt that every things are all lies and I don’t know already which of those are true. For the past days Ive been thinking so much of my situation, I break every detailed of it, I ask myself Where did I gone wrong?. Ive been holding the relationship for so long, looking for a chance that we can still fix it, Ive been asking him for one thing to erase to all doubts in my mind but he refused to give it and I don’t know why?. Sometimes all I want is to sit in one corner and cry so that all the burden within will be more easier carry on..
I left everything to GOD cos I know one day he will show me the way…