Monday, May 21, 2012

The Last Embrace

It was summer night
I can smell the fragrance of the night
I was standing at the corner of the bridge
A smile draws in my lips
While I stray the beauty before me

I hear a voice calling my name
Far beyond my realm
I turn my head
I saw you in the other corner
Wearing a smile that can melt a heart of stone

Happiness conceal thyself
Words are hard to find while staring at you
I smile cast on my face
You make steps towards me
While I was being nabbed to where I stand

We laughed together under the moonlight
While the stars shimmers its sweetest gleams
We talk and chased like the old times
The night songs its coldest melodies to us
 Then those hazel eyes were intently looking at me
I just smile back then
Those eyes and smiles draws a part of me
You stray your eyes to the beauty beneath us
The night become old for the both of us

Then you hug me so tight
I found peace in those arms
I directly looked in those hazel eyes
And whisper words of tenderness

I’m looking at you while you walk in to other way
You turn head and wave your hand at me
A smile slues in my lips
And walk into the other way
Hope grows inside
One day our road will cross again

** I made this poem for my ever dearest friend, whom I miss so much I don't know what happen why you suddenly change.  I don't know if I've done wrong with you but everytime I think of you it always makes me cry cos I miss you so much, the happy times that we had...I'm so sorry if done wrong with you.... F. R...

Sunday, May 13, 2012

sweet memories turns a hard one

Sometimes, we thought that we already forget the past, the sweet memories that you shared that can caused  inevitable pain, it's been a while and you choose to be friends but everytime you talk you can't avoid to bring the back the past. And the pain will always been reinvigorated, sometimes I ask myself  why after all his lies and he done to me why he's still have the guts to tell me those things. I heard once Papa Jack said "being a friend someone from your past is a big torture" and I don't agree that cos I've done that already but this time I really have a hard time doing my thing. Sometimes, I want to cry until my last tear cos maybe after that I can say I am fine. I always told myself GOD has reasons why those things happen in my life. Why I need to experience this kind of pain and maybe one day i will know the reasons.

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

When You Feel Beaten Up by Circumstances

The lord is good. When trouble comes, he is the place to go! And he knows everyone who trusts in Him!

What do you do when you feel beaten up by the circumstances of life? Sit at home and feel sorry for yourself? If you have a relationship with the Father through his Son, remind yourself of the following truths:

1.)  You are God's child. When you feel beaten up by circumstances, remind yourself that feelings of worthlessness don't come from God.

2.) God never promised to exempt you from trouble, but to be with you in times of trouble, but to be with you in times of trouble.

3.) Nothing is forever. Instead of thinking of your situation as fatal, think  of it as an opportunity to explore new areas of possibility and regroup.

4.) Do your part. God does for us what we can't do ourselves. But if you lost your job, for example, He most probably wont motivate someone to call you and beg you to go work for him.

It is the connection with your Father in heaven that keeps you from getting beaten up by the circumstances of life.

Another chapter from the book of Harold J. Sala, this book is my guide for my daily living and always inspires me everytime I felt so down and sorry for myself cos it always remind me that God loves me. And I know He always embrace me in times of trouble.