A glimpse of yesterday...

For the past months, I've been trying to write again. I've been finding ways in how to go back to my nature but somehow time won’t give me in. Everytime I tried to catch some words to write, suddenly I will become empty…hahaha…just like now... :D

Instead of pushing myself to write something which I can’t. I just read some of my works before. This one really catches my attention, as I remember I wrote this poem when I thought, I was really falling inlove with that friend of mine…hahaha

Just a glance with those times. I fall with the thoughts, do I really fall inlove with that person…hmmm…maybe?…hahaha.

Btw, here’s the poem…

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=htvm-YCDp-A

Silent Cry of the Heart

You sit next to me

With the eyes thats so lonely

Then I ask you Why?

Without any word you just embraced me

And you said SHE LEFT ME

I’m speechless

I can’t think of any soothing words

To allay the burden

I embraced you so tight

I ask myself why did she left him so easy

As I look into your weary eyes

Shadows of pain mulled

Half smiling you said maybe Im not good to her

I just hold your hand and smiled at you

And said Maybe you are too good for her

You just sigh

Pain is all over in your eyes

As I stared with your nostalgic face

I wanted to tell you

How much I love you

And how painful is

Everytime you were with me

But you were talking about her

How much you love and treasured her

And why you can’t see all those pains

Maybe Im just a mirror of a friend for you

Someone you can lean on to

Someone who can make you smile

Someone who will always be there when you cry

But, it will always be like this?

Loving and hoping that someday

You’re gonna be mine…

♥♥♥ I've been thinking the person who brought my first heartache...hahaha. But I'm really glad he's really happy with his daughter and wife.