It's been a while since the last time I felt the urge to write again in this blog, yes!, here I am trying to write again. I miss everything about writing, the feeling you put everytime you write, and the happiness you can brought it in you.
Many things happened in my life since 2013 got in, a lot of changes, some of them are good while others is in the contrary side of the story. I tried to open myself to someone else, I tried to trust and love again. So far everything was good. Yes, I am happy with him despite our own flaws we still tried to understand each other.
As I open myself with others, I learn to let go someone in my past. It's been a while since the last time we see other and talk. He's a friend and everything, until such time we step up the friendship that we have. He courted me, yes, we came into dating but I don't know what happened why it didn't work for us. But I know he's always been a part of me, before christmas we still manage to talk and he said maybe after 2 years. But within a span of years we didn't see other we still talk, give advises and he keep on warning me with the guys I be with..haha... I know hes with someone else but I still surprised when he said "he's getting married". I was stunned with the thought but things had just happened. And then he said he wanted to see me and I said yes. Were having dinner together with his fiancee, it was awkward...haha... But I still manage to make things easier for us ako pah..dinaan sa daldal...haha..
But before we met I was thinking of something to give, for how many days I was searching until I end up to give him a book entitled Finding Refuge and Strength by Harold J. Sala. In my mind, I want to give something that can help him in every way cos I'm not there anymore (amards...haha)...