It's been 2 weeks since the last time I go to the office, yes!!!, I was really bored, mixed emotions and everything. Maybe I'm not used to stay at home all day and night such a bad feeling. Last week, we tried maybe at least 5 companies with all fairness the exams and interviews was really hard..tsk..tsk. I miss my work, my PC and everything. I hate staying at home and there's no one to talk or maybe hindi lang me sanay. I became more emotional these past few days, I'm helpless, I felt that everything was against all my plans. I can't blame my friends who can't be there for me all the time since they're busy with their own life. Or I used with someone who always be there for me, someone who always ask me if I'm ok, or if I eat already, and definitely I miss that someone. It's been a month since the last time we have a proper communication and recently I noticed that we talk so rarely because I became so busy with my new challenge and maybe hes also busy doing his thing, and but I trully miss him. Since tinamad ako mg english ayaw ko na tuloy mgkwento,haha. But last week even we are tired in trying but we really have fun the kaba during interviews, then feeling if you pass that part then you have to proceed to another step then you realize that the technical exam is more difficult than the interview.hahaha. But the feeling is so great, the feeling of numbness that you can't even feel that you're hungry already even you're not eating for 8 hours..haha.. And then the destruction you feel because the interviewer was really handsome to the highest level...hahaha. Nakakatawa pala pag bored ka, kung ano ano maisip mo sa harap ng laptop mo, hinahalungkot ko na lahat ng website ng mga favorite authors ko para mambasa lang..haha... but I'm really bored and I realized the really meaning of this quotes...
when it rains, it pours and it works both ways...
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