The Last Embrace

It was summer night
I can smell the fragrance of the night
I was standing at the corner of the bridge
A smile draws in my lips
While I stray the beauty before me

I hear a voice calling my name
Far beyond my realm
I turn my head
I saw you in the other corner
Wearing a smile that can melt a heart of stone


Happiness conceal thyself
Words are hard to find while staring at you
I smile cast on my face
You make steps towards me
While I was being nabbed to where I stand

We laughed together under the moonlight
While the stars shimmers its sweetest gleams
We talk and chased like the old times
The night songs its coldest melodies to us

 Then those hazel eyes were intently looking at me
I just smile back then
Those eyes and smiles draws a part of me
You stray your eyes to the beauty beneath us
The night become old for the both of us

Then you hug me so tight
I found peace in those arms
I directly looked in those hazel eyes
And whisper words of tenderness

I’m looking at you while you walk in to other way
You turn head and wave your hand at me
A smile slues in my lips
And walk into the other way
Hope grows inside
One day our road will cross again

** I made this poem for my ever dearest friend, whom I miss so much I don't know what happen why you suddenly change.  I don't know if I've done wrong with you but everytime I think of you it always makes me cry cos I miss you so much, the happy times that we had...I'm so sorry if done wrong with you.... F. R...

sweet memories turns a hard one

Sometimes, we thought that we already forget the past, the sweet memories that you shared that can caused  inevitable pain, it's been a while and you choose to be friends but everytime you talk you can't avoid to bring the back the past. And the pain will always been reinvigorated, sometimes I ask myself  why after all his lies and he done to me why he's still have the guts to tell me those things. I heard once Papa Jack said "being a friend someone from your past is a big torture" and I don't agree that cos I've done that already but this time I really have a hard time doing my thing. Sometimes, I want to cry until my last tear cos maybe after that I can say I am fine. I always told myself GOD has reasons why those things happen in my life. Why I need to experience this kind of pain and maybe one day i will know the reasons.

When You Feel Beaten Up by Circumstances

The lord is good. When trouble comes, he is the place to go! And he knows everyone who trusts in Him!

What do you do when you feel beaten up by the circumstances of life? Sit at home and feel sorry for yourself? If you have a relationship with the Father through his Son, remind yourself of the following truths:

1.)  You are God's child. When you feel beaten up by circumstances, remind yourself that feelings of worthlessness don't come from God.

2.) God never promised to exempt you from trouble, but to be with you in times of trouble, but to be with you in times of trouble.

3.) Nothing is forever. Instead of thinking of your situation as fatal, think  of it as an opportunity to explore new areas of possibility and regroup.

4.) Do your part. God does for us what we can't do ourselves. But if you lost your job, for example, He most probably wont motivate someone to call you and beg you to go work for him.

It is the connection with your Father in heaven that keeps you from getting beaten up by the circumstances of life.

Another chapter from the book of Harold J. Sala, this book is my guide for my daily living and always inspires me everytime I felt so down and sorry for myself cos it always remind me that God loves me. And I know He always embrace me in times of trouble.

Hayyyy..Christmas...Christmas na pud..

12/23/2010 from friendster blog

Five days more to go then it’s Christmas time and I don’t know where I gonna spend it because this time I don’t want to celebrate my Christmas alone. Because probably this is one of the saddest Christmas I may have…haizzztt

Last week I meet the person who teach me to love again and the person who broke my heart again..hehehe…(winks…winks…one of the ironies of love…chuss). I don’t know what’s in me why I decide to meet him; maybe I want to test myself if he still can affect me. Or I obviously I still love him that still I can’t say no to him well…wink..wink..GUGMA..haha.. The time I see him, he is smiling at me at one corner right there and then I realized I still love him. As usual strolling at the mall and watching movies same routine we had everytime we had a date…hehehe… At dinner time he’s telling me that he’s leaving Cebu for good suddenly I was speechless. I was staring at him memorizing every angle in his face. Sadness embraces my whole being thinking the chance that this will be the last time I gonna see the person whom I care so much. I was convincing myself that I gonna be alright in time that one day I gonna forget this person but still its really hard. Haizzz take care always my DADDY…always remember you’re always a part of me.

And last week also I just felt so bad bec. of one person whom I don’t know why he has a very sewer mind (‘isa kang lech sa buhay ko…grrr). I don’t know why you hate me that much when I didn’t do anything to him…grrrrrrrrrrrrrr… Since I decide to meet mike that day mao wala ko mo OT wala sad ko pansina sa akong Choi for 3 days.haha…haizzz that week such a bad week for me..hahaha

While I was writing as this moment I was listening the song of Lifehouse hay its really good nakakawala ng stress..and again I escape the trouble in my mind…lol.. It’s like I’ve been in other dimension where everything seems really goood…wala ko ga drugs ha..nyahahaha..in ana lang ngud ang effect nako sa mga Alternative ROck…I just really hope that i gonna be happy this christmas.

Exploring Boljoon-Oslob Cebu

Last week, Me and my friends was exploring the beauty of the Southern part of Cebu. Our first stop is the Cebu FortMed Club beach of Boljoon, it was a 3 hours drive from the proper city of Cebu. It was really far and the dizziness storm strikes me...haha...but when we reach the place it was not the luxurious than I expect. The beach is not that beautiful, I expect a place with a white sand and wide seashore...hehe..though it has a clear water but beware of sharp rocks cos my feet was cut a bit...hehe...After Boljoon we venture the place Oslob wherein you can found the whale watching but we don't go the place because it's too expensive but rather we go the Tumalog Falls on that same place also. The road going to the falls it's that not easy since it's too slippery but the walk is worth the wait the time we reach the place. The falls  was really beautiful, it was a hidden beauty beneath those rocks and long trees, untouched by a man's hand..haha..the water falls like curtain and it's very cold and I hope they will preserve the beauty of that place... I want share some of our photos..

                                                       at FORTMED Boljoon, Cebu

                                                             at Tumalog Falls, Oslob Cebu

                                                         @FortMed Boljoon Cebu

                                                        @ Tumalog Falls Oslob Cebu

                                               the road going to Tumalog Falls, 

The Letter

 Before you walk away one last time, just one more thing: don't forget to remember me

Last night, I read a letter that breaks my heart in two...chusss..It was letter saying thank you and goodbye to someone so special to him. While reading that letter my tears fell because it brought me the times that I was there on that situation. I can feel the pain and regrets on that letter. Natanong ko sa self ko ganoon ba talaga kasakit magmahal ng tao. Ang masakit kasi doon kung ngboo na kayo ng pangarap kayong dalawa, kung kasama niya sa prayers mo and you look forward that time you grow old together. Then in a sudden it will vanished and it hurts na mawala siya kasi hindi mo na alam kung saan ka mgsisimula. Paano na ang pangarap ninyo that started to built tapos bigla nalang mawala. It's hard pero mawala k ng magawa kundi to accept and move on..

Haistt ng neng2x na hinoon ko last night...haha..

The Lady in Red Dress

She was pretty in her red dress

A smile delineates into her beautiful face

Yes, she was smiling but her soul was bereaved

Then she stares at me

I saw the sadness bosoms her thysoul

She smiles but her eyes cries with pain

Then she sits to the nearest

She raised her eyes into the happy crowd

She smiles but her soul shatters

She gazed into the abyss of oblivion's

She was smiling but I saw the tears periled to fall

Then a beautiful girl came to her handed with a white tulips

She gave it to the lady in red

She flashes her sweetest smile while holding the tulips

Then a guy came next to the beautiful girl

She cries while he embraces her love

Then the two souls meet

Their face sated with happiness

Their eyes glows with love

Tears filled in my eyes

Before I walk away from that place

I take glimpse the two souls

Satiated and enamored with love

I take my steps

A smile cast on my lips

Tears fall as I left behind

The beautiful fairy tale bechanced a while ago