A Kiss of a Beautiful Angel

I was staring an Angel in front me

She was very beautiful in her white dress and a red headrest

She waives her hand at me like saying “hello there”

And then the sweet angel smiles at me lovingly

I was stunned the sweetness in her

A smile cast in my face when she giggles and winks at me

 Her smiles can make my flurry world so idyllic

Her laughter is a mellow music to my ear

Beautiful and vibrant

Her eyes are beautiful like a jasmine

Rare and innocent

Her tight hugs were always a comfort

Her warmth kiss can ease the burden within

So tender and pure

Because she’s a beautiful angel

(Specially made for inaanak jammyyy..just a thought of her makes me smile and forget all the troubles that I have...)

A Beautiful dream

I heard music of yesterday. I open my eyes so slowly. Searching you at my side

...but only cold pillows were on my side. Smile cast on my face.

You sleep next to me

I was staring at you while you were peacefully sleepin'

And I wish that this moment will last forever

I want to be next to you for the next years

You open your eyes and smile at me

I saw the fire of love in your eyes

I caress your face and kissed you

And whisper that I’ll be yours forever

Again you smile at me and close your eyes

For a long moment I watch you sleep

You open your eyes and smile at me

You hugged and kissed me

A smile sheer in my lips

I filled with happiness

I hugged you back

and peacefully I slept at your side

I heard music of yesterday

I open my eyes so slowly

Searching you at my side

...but only cold pillows were on my side

Smile cast on my face

While tears slowly cascades to the very core of thyself

Coz I realized that beautiful things happens

Are just a another very beautiful dream of mine

RH Bill

Recently, RH Bill was one of the hottest issues of our country, it was debated between the church and our government officials. RH Bill confuses and divides the opinions of the people in this country, it consists the PRO-RH Bill and Anti-RH Bill. Each side has its own story why they say YES and NO on this proposed Bill. The church opposes because it was against their faith while the Pro-RH Bill stands for the betterment of the people for good. If someone would ask what is my stand in this issue probably I would say  I'm of those who would say Yes to RH-Bill. In my own opinion, what’s the essence of having a big family if you cannot send each of them to school. If you cannot feed them more than the required three times a day. If you cannot bring them to the hospital if they got sick. The church raises the issue of morality between the youth but for me isn’t an issue because it begins on the family, it depends on the parents on they raises each of their child and how they will guide them as they walk in this journey. Some raises the question “Why RH Bill needs to be a Law?”. Other says another budget will be corrupted, maybe it is but we don’t give a try. For me RH Bill will help us to be more responsible persons. I will admit it has its pros and cons but for the situations that our country were facing now its one of the many ways that maybe in the future can help us. Corruption is really an issue even before the proposed RH Bill. It is the major problem that our country was experiencing at this present time and nothing we can do about it because we people are the one putting those corrupt officials in their position. At my young age, I already saw the penury of my beloved country. I had this experience during my college days that until now I can’t really forget. I was member of a religious organization then every Christmas, one of our activities, is to have an outreach program. I was really excited of that activity since it was my first time to attend to that kind of event. The officers of our group agreed the event will be held somewhere in Tabunok. As we reach in our destination I was surprised because I don’t expect the place could that mess but I what I expect it in a slam area but young as I am and maybe I was raised in a family not really a well off but maybe in the middle class. What really surprise on that time is a big families were staying in a small place (barong2x) wherein they are trying to accommodate their self. At the age of 17, I already have questions in my mind things like: “Who’s to blame to their situations? Is it our government because they didn’t do anything to that kind of situations? Or the parents itself because they are not responsible enough in raising their family. I’m not saying that the proposed RH Bill will be the answered of the excessive poverty that my beloved country was experiencing at this very present time but maybe it could help us in the future.

TrAnSiTiOnS

Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your GOD will be with you wherever you go. (Joshua 1:9)

Transitions in life are never easy. Remember how it was when you were a youngster and moved from one grade to another, or changed neighbourhoods when your family moved? That same feeling arises as an adult when you move from one job to another, there’s a trace of nostalgia, a hint of excitement and an element of fear.

Yet in the wise providence of GOD there comes a time when you have to close the door on one phase of your life and make the passage to the next. I noticed an interesting phrase found in the book of Acts where Luke used the phrase, “Now after these things were finished,” where he tells how it was time for Paul to leave Ephesus and go to Jerusalem.

For some of you, tomorrow is a great big question mark even acknowledging it creates fear in your heart. Reach out and take the strong hand of GOD and know He can walk with you day by day through the new year.

--I just want to share this message I got from my book...

My Team, My Family

I've been working with this Project for a very long time, I don't know why I stayed this place for almost 6 years. Sometimes I ask myself why I stayed in this place for a such span of time but I cant find any answer except that maybe I enjoyed the company of my friends or I don't really a choice cos I cant find myself for another job. Six years in this project I witnessed the changes of the management from a very good workplace and then going to a worst one. I witnessed my friends going one by one, it really hurts seeing them go but I cant do anything they don't enjoy our workplace anymore. How can you enjoy if your salary doesnt compensate your works? If your superiors doesn't know your works very well, and then can demand too much more than they required. As I remember the time I came in EBSCO, it was great place to work, our superiors are very good for us. I'm talking about Sir Merrel itself. He is a selfless manager, we can do everything we want as long as we can produce and meet the quota he ask. He's a very friendly person, he can see him smiling to everyone. 2 years ago EBSCO such a good place to work, everyday I came to work very inspired but now I go to office with a burden inside...haizzzz I hope one day I can leave that place with the happy memories inside.

Realities of LOVE...

After seeing this video I suddenly felt the urge to speak about love..hehe 


Realities of Love...You give your all but sometimes it's not enough because at some point he/she can be happier with someone else. Letting go it's an easy thing specially when you see that someone you love is falling with someone else. And you just sit in one corner reminiscing the happy memories you have and  ask yourself where have you gone wrong, why all those happy memories suddenly vanished?. But that's the mystery of LOVE sometimes it will come in the most unexpected way and it will go sometimes in an unexpected time too...hehe.. As they said don't hold LOVE let it fly because it is much more sweeter if one day he come back to you after meeting all the beautiful thing in the world but despite of it he will come back because he didn't see someone as beautiful and special as you.. Hayyy chusss,,,hehe...


But I miss the feeling of being inlove...weeeeeee...haha..when I smile with no further reasons. You're just happy because of that someone....chusss...the times I tried to compose a poem for him. weee...I just miss the feeling...hehe

Sunset Scenery

I was standing on this place again

Watching the sun who’s about to say goodbye

His rays are red which echoed the whole place

Then I remember someone

It was quite sometime that I gaze at the sunset

Memories rush in

A smile broke in my face with those memories

Then a tiny creature sings on the branch of a tree near me

It was soothing, it touches my whole being

Then I look the sun again half of it was concealed already

But still it was very beautiful scenery

Then another tiny creature came

Then they sing as one

A smile sheer in my lips looking the two beautiful creatures

They are happy chasing each other

Then in a sudden the other creatures flown away

Then other beautiful tiny creature followed the other tiny creature

I look back again the sun it’s about to bid his final goodbye

Then I saw again the tiny beautiful creature flown going back

But the tiny beautiful creature was all alone

It stays on the branch but she didn't sing her song anymore

Tears fall as I watch the beautiful tiny creature

Then I feel the kissed of the cold breeze of wind into my skin

Then I look again the sun it’s gone already

Darkness covers the whole place

                                                    I wipe my tears and left the place again